Stories tagged “ANXIETY”
I'll get to the point yea, right away
I'm having trouble handling my life today
I've been ridiculed, mocked, and I've been clocked
And I have no defense, my senses locked
I've been disrespected, my pride is all infected
The world in online life reflected
…Posted 1 year ago
I don't think you understand what it feels like to miss someone the way I miss you.
When I want to call, or text, or communicate, I am struck mute. Words fail me as my heart aches, knowing that you are so near and yet so far. I could send a simple smiley…Posted 1 year ago
Students are breakfasted, bell rings, they begin their morning routines. Chat with them about their weekend, listen and offer advice.
Coworker Stress arrives, early, as usual, going on about something they wish they could change.
C…Posted 1 year ago
"Hey, what's up?"
"Glad you called. sigh Nothing much."
"You sound like something is up."
"I wanna say I'm sorry if I was too overbearing."
"If anything I texted or emailed left room for misinterpretation. S…Posted 1 year ago
unravel me without delay
with batting thread and macrame
my mental health's unmade today
and rapidly I start to fray
the stomach acids eat at me
my eyes lose focus and can’t see
my skin is sloughing off so free
cascades of wellness one two three
today…Posted 1 year ago
But I've no strength, no courage! If I must
Continue living, tread the steeper way,
Climb crises--impulse might o'erride dread; just
An instant could decide things either way.
.Posted 1 year ago
I have suffered brutal betrayals these past months, betrayals no one should have to endure. I have wept and bled and fought and clung to life by any excuse I have been able to find.
I have endured betrayals of the mind and body. Depression. Anxiety. Para…Posted 1 year ago
I'm heading on a trip soon. I'm trying to be excited about it. I've got Pinterest boards, my suitcase is open and slowly being filled, plane ticket is paid for, nice people waiting for me when I get there... Honestly I should be thrilled!!
But then I get…Posted 1 year ago
Story is marked as maturePosted 1 year ago
My heart has just burst
With a pain most exquisite-
Jumping on blisters
O I am weary!
My thoughts are eroding fast
Let them sluice away,
For they've disguised me.
Please wash away, scales from eyes,
And show me myself
How I've missed the truth
I sca…Posted 1 year ago
It's one of those mornings--an anything-is-better-than-pretending-to-sleep-while-I-actually-just-worry sort of morning.
It's the third morning of its kind this week. I'll be into work two hours early. Again.
I've flipped through the radio stations, a…Posted 2 years ago
The disaster happened. What I feared the most, really occurred. I lost it all, all I wanted to keep, and all the things that scared me the most were right with me to rip me asunder.
And they left me for dead. No, not for dead, but for finished. Nearly r…Posted 2 years ago