007, shaken not stirred (part one of possibly more, in time)
I am my own OC. I will keep track of my life. These may be news, or they may be venting. I need somewhere to write the truth of my heart. Probably it won't interest you.
Some of it will be fictional. I'm my own write-in OC.
I'm somewhat troubled...
if by somewhat I mean massively.
Well, I was very anxious today, all day, ever since about this time last night, which is 10:30 PM. I have a lot to talk about; one thing at a time, I guess.
I was brave today, after spending most of the day scared and blaming myself for a Grievous Life Choice (but I guess it will be all right in time), I was still aware that I was more anxious about a stressor from slightly longer ago. I'm not sure how much detail I ought to go into now, but it was a situation where someone I have a long-standing and very close queerplatonic sort of relationship with, for the last seven years, suddenly mentioned in passing that their partner was something-something, I forget the details. But it was complex. I felt many irrational things, jealousy high on the list, fear of losing the superb loving relationship he and I share, fear that I'd overstepped my bounds; after all, he and I are Valentines again this year!
So today I figured out how to bring it up and we discussed it and now we're doing as well as ever, or better.
No prequels yet. Why not write one?
No sequels yet. Why not write one?
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