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DeerDairy

I am my own OC. I will keep track of my life. These may be news, or they may be venting. I need somewhere to write the truth of my heart. Probably it won't interest you.

Some of it will be fictional. I'm my own write-in OC.

I'm somewhat troubled...

if by somewhat I mean massively.


Well, today sucks

My external HD seems to have died, all my video projects were there and that WAS the backup, I'd erased the rest from my computer so I could actually use it.

And this girl keeps on mak

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and this other girl keeps insisting she's in love with me, nay more than that, that we're in love and we're sweethearts and it's

I don't even know her, like, hardly at all, we've hardly even spoken

what the hell is the matter with people these days?

I'm just going all antsy

and lo I hear the sound of an IM. could be one of those unsettling people, could be a friend I trust.

it's getting harder and harder to trust these days, too.

I wish I were more stable in my heart and mind.

God help me!


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Comments (6 so far!)

Jim Stitzel

Jim Stitzel

There are days when the world seems to just wanna pile on you. Look inside for that grain of strength and hang onto it. Everyone has one. You're stronger than you know.

Also, welcome to Ficlatte. Grab a coffee, espresso, or other hot beverage and settle into one of our comfy lounge chairs. We're glad to have you.

  • #2021 Posted 3 years ago
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DeerDairy

DeerDairy

Thank you very much indeed. Sorry, I need to vent sometimes and I feel unsafe doing so where others are apt to see it...I don't figure many others I know would catch anything here at this site. I know it's not quite what this site is meant for, sorry, if this is improper I can skedaddle. Thank you again.

  • #2022 Posted 3 years ago
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Jim Stitzel

Jim Stitzel

It's absolutely no problem. This is a great little community you've found here, and you're not the first to write about personal stuff rather than micro-fiction. We're glad to have you.

  • #2023 Posted 3 years ago
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ElshaHawk LoA

ElshaHawk LoA

This is the perfect place to vent! Allegories are great.

  • #2026 Posted 3 years ago
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Fantasist

Fantasist

As someone who regularly vents on this site, I resonate with this piece. Hope your days get better, and if not at least you have a safe space to express yourself here. :)

  • #2048 Posted 3 years ago
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DeerDairy

DeerDairy

I am deeply grateful to you all, and have tried my hand at some stuff that's maybe more in the swing of things at this site.

My best wishes go out to all of you.

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