Reinstalling my System (8)

And one day, I will find the way,

The strength to tell my spouse,

And hope to Heaven I won't lose

My love, my kids, my house,

My inner peace; that I'll retain

My home, and if I may,

I'll ask for their consent to love

In my own natural way.

So yes, this installation now,

Which still is incomplete,

Is something I would like to trust,

But though I did delete

The files of old, my heart's the same

My nature did not change

I'll do my best to act as if

I'm normal, not so strange,

One partnership is not so bad,

But that's not how I'm built

And I'll behave, but with God's help,

I'll love and feel no guilt,

Nor hurt a person I adore

And never sin again

Lord, please forgive me, take away

My sins, trespasses, shame.